Home :)

December 18 th, 2010.
I've been counting down for this day since like two months ago. I'm coming back to Medan today and this still looks like a dream for me. Going "home" after half year living apart from my family. This is going to be great as soon as I made it to my hometown.

It's cliche how I had been doing the exactly same thing six months ago, counting down days to 1st July. Yeah, different time, different place, different reason, and different expectation.

Days before 1st July, the eagerness to be in Jakarta (now my current location) had been so strong. I was going to leave my hometown to study. I knew that it's going to be hard. The days without parents and sister, things I had never imagine that today would become the struggle that I have to fight everyday. I would have laughed now if I remember the things that had been the "motivator" to this city. Love (or should I call it infatuation). #brblaughingsarcasticly. I won't tell much about this, because I don't  regret any single thing that has happened upon me, any moment I've been through. Sweet and bitter.

I just never thought that the same thing which had attracted me to Jakarta, is the exact same thing that distracts me. Once I put my step into this cosmopolitan city, I could survive since the very first day. But as the reasons that kept me strong faded away, I feel like going home. Immediately.

And here I am, today, here, writing this blog as I'm on my way to airport. I don't know what I'll be through when I'm going back here. I won't bother much, as long as I could still smile for the rest of this year. :) All I know is, I'm coming home today, the place I belong. No heartache, no hatred.

Wish me a safe flight! :D